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Thursday, July 28, 2005

( vj=\ @ 4:49 AM )

whoa. cephas got into vjc liaoo. so fast! he just got his interview which lasted 18mins++ this morning. wahs.

maymay n dada aso got their invitation for interview le.. bleah! i havnt got mine. i think they arranged da ppl according to merit bahhs.. acc to da test. cos my eng i literally tikam my way through, and for my math, i forgot alot of things. so.. yeahs. i think cephas got in cos of his eng? his eng chao pro de lahs. acty ceph quite same de.. he quite smart de. ony that he everytym slack. if he works hard i tynk he can make it de.. n dats why he can get into vj la. woww im actually complimenting him? lol!

for me, i guess is mostly hard work bahhs. my results r coNsiDeraBLy raTheR above average cos of da hard work i put in i guess. i dont think i got the intelligence actually. dats why i kinda dint do v well for da vjtest bahhs. haha. =)

but nvm! actually i guess im not that keen on vj after all. i mean, before the test i was already quite.. half hearted? cos i heard da vj teachers r like.. they wont care bout you so long u get the results they want in the end. quoted frm biyu de! =) n it's like.. it's very fun in vj.. maybe a little too fun for me? cos i think im da kind that i would become more tan1 wan2 if everyone around me is playing and having lotsa fun. but when they get home, dey can really study. so i dont really know if vj really suits me that well. and i actually prefer schools with teachers more caring.. and dere wud be a bond btwn us ba. thats tj. but in vj.. u're very much left on ur own n u have to be very very independent. i think im the kind dat wud giv myself alot of pressure de. n next yr my bro wont be with me dat often to hear me pour out my questions le. and da teachers r also not there to help me. den i will be so lost? pluss da pressure i would be giving myself.. WAH. i guess being independent IS good, but im not sure if i be THAT independent in such a short time. i would only be 15! >< at least i knw i have trustable, nice and caring teachers to fall back on in times of helplessness, if i go tj bahs. also, tj is nearer to my hse! n i kinda like the hawkercentre dere.. LOL but that's beside da point lahs. hhahaha!

as for da choir aspect.. i dont like nelson kway. i so cant stand biased people. but yess everyone's biased to a certain extent. (see im applying history skills in life! haha!) but i really cant stand people who r really biased- nelsonkway lahs. he is uh.. gay? he luvs da basses to bits lor. it would be nice telling people you r frm vjchoir, which is like.. national 1st? but sometimes i may feel like im bragging about it. haiyo im ldat one la. tell pple im frm dhs aso v shuang. it's.. not very nice right? like telling people you are frm a good "association" or something. ohwells. i shall change! x) but yah lahs. i dont see da point of being in a good choir when im always complaining. n i will be spending alot of tym wiv da conductor de mahs. so i will most probably get so pissed that.. yahs. but i like jennifer tham! shes tjchoir's conductor lahhs.. i think shes v nice. unlike nelson kway, her choirs have individuality. no offence, but nelsonkway's choirs seem to sound da same. can be siann in a way? is like.. there may not be much special things about a choir. qian pian yi lu.. i used a chengyu! hahaha~ xP yups. n i guess jennifer tham is more united wiv da choir? as in bonding. although tjchoir isnt as good as vj.. at least i knw i will be happier there bahs.

ahh ok fine i do admit i like a family and bonded feeling. that's why i prefertj, and tjchoir! =) haha. somehow my bro has influenced me or sth. seem to like tj lahs. but dont feel much about vj.. haha.

maybe i may not get into vj bahhs.. before the admission test in vj i prayed.. hoping god's will to be done on me. so if i really dont get into vj, it would be that god's will is for me to go tj bahs. i just feel that everything is in god's hands so i dont needa worry. i knw where i m gonna go would be e best for me. i trust god so i believe He will lead me to the right decision. I love jesus! =)

anws drng dnt we were simply crapping away. but it was for a good reason okay! we were toking about ip n stuffs. n propergandering daphne lahs. hahaha! i knew i will go to an ip eventually, just had some doubts. but now i realise that ip will really do me good. i will get alot of exposure that mainstream would not be able to offer, like work experiences and dng lotsa independent learning and research. i knw i will get stressed up in ip, but i knw it will benefit eventually in the future bahs. next time i go into J1 or J2 year, i will be more used to jclife. time trying to adapt can be saved and i can focus more on my studies le. when i enter the society, i wont be so unprepared. i would also be more independent le. =) haha.

yupp so i guess.. i will go tj? shud be. haha. but i've yet to tell my parents of my decision bahs. skarly dey propaganda me and i end up in vj-.- PROVIDED i can get in. now is just wishful thinking. hahaha!

okayy enough of ip stuffs. shall blog bout superstar! weijian did so well ytd k! his dance was nice i thot. wondered why the judges dint like it. or mebbe im not professional enough. haha! he was so nice lors. junyang was nice too. hahah. weicong din do as well.. but i still quite like him! oh i just bought izhoukan. n i found out that weijian has a girlfriend! sad hor. LOL. but he tiaojian so gud.. no surprise lahs! haha but really i think he nudbad. BUT thats of cos i dont knw him exactly ma. as in for real. so i dont knw wht kinda person he really is. hahaha! okayy im crapping. hope he gets in tonight nvrtheless! =)

weee. ive been having late dinners lately. like.. it's now 830 n i havent eaten my dinner. ohwait. 830pm. thurs. SUPERSTAR! wahh i quite zhun lehhs.. look at da time at the right time. HAHAH! okayy shall go watch my superstar liao. i sound like a crazee fann-.-

weijian!



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Thursday, July 21, 2005

( weijian. whoohoo~! hahaha. @ 5:48 PM )

WEIJIAN GOT IN!!

sry im gng gaga agn. i tynk daphne's gng "errr." hahaha! ohya i watched da guy revival round wiv daphne 2 days ago! lol so funn :) cos we went her hse to do dat dumbb proj mahs.. den i decided to stay to watch superstar wiv her! it's so boring watching alone at home lor. all i see is my dad- "stop being so crazee lah." n my bro- who does things like "*screamms*" bud of cos it's FAKE one lah. or sometimes he cudnt be bothered. so siann rights! but dat tym i watched wiv daphne den fun. cos can share our gaganess. hahah!

dat night i thot derrick performed really well lors.. n he almost cried can! *melts* but at least his "hard work paid off" (quoting frm daph's blog ahahah) so happy he got in lahs! but alot of ppl like leonn.. i tynk he ok nia. but he is DEFINITELY better den jason i tell youu. i dont even knw how on earth did jason get this far lor. deprive leonn of his chance! haiiyas.

for da gurl de kelly got in :) yays. haha i wanted her to get in de. she so pro can! she got 40.5 dat night lahs. omanns she sings real well lor. so peifu her! =)

haha im gng crazee. sorry. hahaha.

ohh ytd went for dinner wiv papa godpapa may sher and dada =) i ate claypot rice n it tasted.. tasteless-.- waste my money. hahaha! sher ate her japfood. but it turned out to be disgusting. thanks to herself n godpapa la! dey named da diff parts of da food "semen" "sperms" ohgosh. how did sher still manage to finish it!! but come to think of it.. acty she can la. hahaha! yup but half way thru dada n maymay hadda go le.. yupp. omanns den sher went crazee wiv all her crazy biantai things agn. she has ruined "the lion sleeps tonight" wiv her sickoo antics. LOL~ the jungle and the village has turned out to be some things disgusting. ohmygosh. haha! but v funny. oh n later godpapa treated us to icecream! =) yay hes nice. ohoh i finally got godpapa's postcard! dere were some stickers on it. lolol! but nvrtheless thanks! =) but hor i dunno when i can reply. lemme see..

List of People I Owe Postcards
1) xuann - 3!
2) daphne-2 ohboy sry ive owed u da 2 pcs for a very long tym le.. haha!
3) maymay- 2
4) sher - 2
5) godpapa- 1
6) yeepo- 1

3+2+2+2+1+1=...

ELEVEN! ohwoww im like so dead.



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Monday, July 18, 2005

( happy! @ 11:51 PM )

woo im so happy
im so happy
im so happy!

thot wht's gonna happen lors. anws everytyng's fine le. we sistas rawkk. things are alright noww! muackks i luv yall- :)

n thanks for those who tagged! appreciate it. *huggs-

lalala. im just glad things are back to normal. phew. haha youu guys r so easy to talk to.. so it's solved quickly! haha. acty come to think of it.. i think i started the whole thing? oh pee. im sorry! =( no matter wht happens.. luvyall loads k! x)

haha. tmr's superstar.. people! vote weijian.. derrick! ahh hope he gets back into the competition. hahaha.













weijian! ahhaha. i sound like dis crazee lunatic or something. but i tynk he looks kinda weird here.. but nvrtheless, i still like him! he's cute mahs. and he sings well lor! hahas. im gng mad le. =) hahaha.

shall go have my lunch. :)



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( - @ 5:12 AM )

just what is happening to us.



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Saturday, July 16, 2005

( - @ 9:13 AM )

piang eh pangseh us for em didnt yall knw i wanted to go lunch wiv yall initially de but i ended up buying back to eat somewhat alone in front of da television but whatever la hor whats more impt is only them rights well thats what it means when yall rather go with them isnt it so whats the point of saying lets cherish all the time we have left together happily i was hoping that yall will change ur minds but i guess it was just wishful thinking on my part i knw yall will most probably be seeing this but i dont care cos im supa pissed la k normally go wiv em jiu nvm but dis tym yall pangsehed us for them lor lyk wht the la although the other "her" is not very bs i think but im just saying my bsness like im somewhat supposed to la i mean it wont be good if i accumulate all my unhappiness and one day.. you knw, that kinda thing happens.

okay, am done.



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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

( heh @ 4:43 AM )

ahh.

i have a geog test to revise. and a whole chunk of dnt work to do. haha mebbe i carn be bothered to finish my dnt stuffs in the end. owells-! x)

i went to the dentist's today. as in the school one.. they changed the dentist le. but i prefer da guy dentist! hes not so rough lor. and it didnt hurt alot when he did my teeth. but the filling sorta came off! so i went back today to get it dont properly. omanns. dat female dentist is lyk so rough lahs. so painn! lolol. and she sprayed da water tyng all over my face ok. i even resulted into breathing in some of those. it was so disgusting la! dont even knw how did she ever qualify to becum a dentist. and da water tyngy was lyk running all over my face lor. two drops even went down my neck k! omanns tat was a HORRIBLE dental visit. i ended up having a facial wash or something. it was lyk.. eukk! >< but the end result was okay. only okay larhs. manns i dont like that dentist! poo.

lalala. sch was okayy today. as usual lors. and we found out we r gonna have this online forum thing next weds for tltm! english de. dunno why like kinda excited ahhaha. i mean not excited la. just tat i tynk it's gonna be quite fun? well at least i hope it will be. hahaha.

actually i think the tltm week is kind of pointless. why stay hope and let us do this project? yess we will benefit but.. in the aspect of uh, sex? hahah! sound so obscene. but seriously lahs! dey giv such topics lor. lyk.. STDs.. AIDS.. teenage sex(or sumthing like that? aiya dunno la haha.) and we are also supposed to read articles that will be posted on asknlearn like "18 and shes already had 19 men" and "it's hard to stay a virgin these days" etc. like.. what the? what on earth is dhs dng.. ahhah but i tynk it will be "fun" when we have da forum. cus mebbe da guys will crap over these sicko topics. knwing them lahs. but i wouldn't mind tltm week since i can get to stay home for one whole wk! cool yea. just like holidays. we do have homework drng hols anws. haha.. and it's a test-free week! =)

wee-

i shall go have my dinner now! muacks.



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Monday, July 11, 2005

( thanks alot. thats sarcastic, like you. @ 6:23 AM )

woww.

firstly, thanks alot mans. you are like so not sarcastic canns. can you like for once stop thinking that you are the queen of the world or something? i've got enough of that already. shoo.

oh and a gp of boliao guys came to bother us for i dont knw wht friggin reason. we were singing lion slps tonight and there they were behind making fun of it. huhhs. wht right have you to make fun of it? i never really rolled my eyes at people, and i think they are like among the very first few. i was so friggin pissed alrights. just get lost if u dont like them la! nth better to do den come and bother us rights. trying to act funny. i wanted to bash them up lahs. wait till i critisize ur CCAs one by one. see how you would feel. irritating bunch of secthreeguys. freaks lahs.

nevertheless, choir was fun today! haha. at first i was a lil sianded. i dont know why. owells! but then we had a break and sher ; maymay ; dada ; me went to the canteen to get some FRUITS! =D we got some watermelons and bananas. and unsurprisingly our minds soon got the better of us. we began thinking the wai1-wai1 way! lols supa farnie! haha and i dont knw why, i started fitting in the word "watermelon" into "mama-mia". omanns. it literally goes 80% well with the song lahhs! da meaning goes "well" at least. HAHAH! we read betwn lines! woo! choir peeps, if yall got time, yall can go try replacing "mama-mia" with "watermelon". SUPA FARNIE. we were like gng crazee and laughing like some maniacs in the canteen. lolols!

school was okayy. we had nanjing pupils coming over. and one of them is sitting beside me! shes called yuan2 fang1. as in money, that yuan2 and fen1 fang1 de fang1. hahah! so crapp! haha i think shes rather pretty :) and when i asked her how much it cost her to come over, she said 3500. and i went, " gang3 bi4?" as in, hongkong money. and she went, " bu shi. ren2 ming2 bi4" omanns. that's so embarrassing alrights! i actually thot nanjing is in hongkong? lol ?? haha nvm. but da farniest tyng was when she saw miss devi, she asked me who she was, and she was laughing lahhs! haha. and i think the reason is rather obvious. but it's kinda evil lahs. hahah.

pccg was so funny. first thing mdmlim bohlan came in, she was like, i have alot of forms to collect from you all! namely the jogathon one.. the tltm one.. etc. and guess wht she saied after that. "haiya, so many forms.. that's why im called a form teacher! *flashes spastic smile*" hahah! so funny rights! laugh, people! LAUGH! o.O

i almost died when i heard it.

haii.



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Monday, July 04, 2005

( uncertainty. @ 5:45 AM )

just wanna say, i still dont knw what lies ahead of me. i've decided to give a second thought about my future. tj? vj? mainstream? dhp?

i've heard quite a lot from diane.. and i read moses' blog. okayy i dont knw him but i happened to go to his blog today through daphne's link. which started me on this thinking track agn. arghhs! i gng to explode le lahs!

i need my mother. tmr gotta giv dhp a reply le. but my mom's isnt in! i needa discuss this wiv her. i cant talk to my dad. he just insists i go to tj. end of story. when i told him wht i heard, he told me not to listen to all that crap. please! those "crap", as wht he calls it, r frm da ip students themselves! he just wants me to enter tj blindly or something, not knwing what's ahead of me. lyk.. what the?

omanns.

the decision that im gonna make over the next few days/weeks is gonna so ttl change my education life alrights. it has gotta be a right one.

hesitation. uncertainty.



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Saturday, July 02, 2005

( emotional. @ 6:24 PM )

okayy. i dont knw wht's up wiv me but im feeling kinda emotional dese few days.. ? probably cuz i knw i am gonna leave them at the end of this year.. yess. ive decided to accept tj's offer.. =X

ahhs. im gonna miss alot of ppl here! no more will we be able to fool arnd during youth day.. latern fest.. n all da funn festivals..! and im gonna give next yr's lvl camp a miss. wow im thinking farr !

not only all da choir peeps tat ive mentioned in my prev entries, but i will miss some of my kls frens too! esp daphne - whom ive shared gr8 moments wiv! x(

stiu rmb us sitting tgt drng sec1.. wow. dat was a ttl crazy yr fer us. we will always complain, complain AND complain. ahahha. complain bout the teachers! haha our hobby :) we will say dat dey r teaching too fast.. say dat dey r blocking our view of da ohpscreen.. say bout their poor dress sense(lyk that of mrskang's!) and all. standing up n moving frm side to side just to catch a glimspe of dat dumb ohp.. putting our hands in front of our mouths while talking drng acc.. complaining bout kennethtan and his bushy hair.. fanatizing over weisong's, victor's and kennethkoh's cuteness.. haha! rmb da tym when kennethkoh always thot dat u wanted to dian4 him wiv ur eyes and he will put a bk in front of his face? hahah supa farnie..

kinda sad dat i dint sit wiv ya dis yr.. cuz i really enjoyed being wiv ya! sad dat we cud ony meet up once at my hse to watch our xuetianshi.. we were too bz! boo. u watch finish le mahs? hahaz.. but i will always rmb da tym at ur hse when we prepared for our he practical.. it was really nice to get tgt agn and talk bout matters dat we wont be able to talk of usually.. now dat we hardly get to be tgt when we're in sch! poo. it was really nice dat day.. and ur mom's curry was nice! lolol- thanks for trusting me when u told me all ur probs! i dint tell ya much cuz i tynk i was too bz listening to urs.. hahaha! nah im not saying dat u dint giv me a chance lahhs.. is also cuz i dun hav alot of problems then actly. so stoopid hors..! so even if i were to tell ya things, they were of sum tyngs dat i bs bout. hahaha. complaining! dat's wht we like afterall, isn't it? :)

ohyess. thanks for being my locker-partner! :) haha. i tynk we both r horrible actly. our locker is always in a mess! x) all we do everyday is just to dump everytyng into da locker and not care even if it's messy or not. until one day when u realised it's really messy and tyngs cannot be stuffed in at all, u'll pack it! haha. i carn be bothered to pack it actly. ive ttl no initiative on dat. haha! ony when u pack dat i will help u by da side. haha. my fellow squatter! x)

miss da days dat we really crapped tgt. it was really fun being wiv ya! 1d'04 will be a ttl diff story if it wasnt for youu :) explaining math problems to each other and gng gaga after we knw dat either u got more marks den me or i got more marks den u. haha! our old innocent dayys :)

im gonna miss ya loads! but yess i will come back to visit you often and give u a one-day earlier notice! on dat day u muz wear nicenice prettypretty to see me hors! hahahs-! yknw i realised i havent taken a neoo wiv ya before? as in jst da two of us. one day we go take ok! and we can go catch a movie or sth. yupps when i come back you can tell me your problems too! i will try to complain wiv ya.. hehe.. and i think when i come back i will be ranting all the way? cuz i expect it to be quite stressful over there lahs. haha. so muz prepare for it ks.. hahs..

i luv ya! muacks. :)



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( sistas @ 12:01 AM )

sistas :) it is also on thesistas.blogspot.com haha i thot might as well put on my blog too! lols.

my dearr sistas.. i rili luv yall! u all r lyk a big part of my dhs, dhschoir lyfe. wivout yall i knw alot of fun will be missed out. u all have cheered me up over da past year, and yall hav alr becum indispensable things of mahh lyfe le, to put it that way. this may sound quite kuazhang whatsoever, but it is just wht i feel lahs. we r always up to sum crazee ideas lyk.. mrtmrt! n da bimbotic ideas esp.. gng back wiv yall after choir or sumtyms after sch has alr becum one of my habits.. lyk after sch, i wiu tynk if yall r gng back all dat la.. dis sounds stupid, right?

but owells.one of da more memorble tymes i had wiv yall r those at kbox.. singing our jian ao.. and maymay n sher singing their leehom songs! hahas.. and singing our twinkletwinkle! also those at the esplanade.. sherry walking on the elevated place for pple to sit.. combining on da bridge.. those at yx's hse making handover gifts.. gng up da attic.. scaring each other.. esp zf.. kp scaring ppl.. hahz.. and playing at da playgrounds and stuffs.. i mean, yes. playing ice&water is indeed kinda childish. but we really had alot of fun! lyk whr on earth can u ever find such friends dat r willing to play such games wiv u?u all r so special to me la..

i got accepted into tj le.. just to tell yall.. n if i ever go, dont be too sad k? maymay n dada may go certain ips as well.. bt even thou we ever leave, at least we dint leave ur hearts bahs. memories of our happy times will always be in us. no one can take em away frm us la.. all i knw now is dat im gonna treasure yall alot more when im wiv yall..

zhuofei: da jie! usu when i go back aft sch.. i will go find u de.. and we wiu share our stories and troubles.. and u neva fail to entertain us wiv ur cute n lame jokes.. sumtyms when u act angry dat tym hors.. i abit scared lehs! seem so real..! can go n be actress le.. haha. u r lyk da most innocent sista among us! althou ure da most elderly one larhs. hahahz..! but dat is what makes u so cute n funny.. carol! we had sucha fun tym squeezing and shaping the chilli heart at longjohn's that day yeahs? haha.. ur crazeeness over him so funny de.. neva fail to entertain me! muacks :)

maymay: heyas! purple! haha. ure always da one whos da pro-est at voicing ur opinions.. haha. so we pai4-ed u to go tell 'him' dat! thanks! haha. and usu i have troubles i will also tell ya.. n u will comfort me n stuffs.. wee thanks agn! haha.. u deco nice neos! lol. we're da brainy ones of da bimbotic family rmb? haha we've got brains! had a fun time at my hse dat tym..? playing da *gasping* thing and stuffs.. haha! and how was my pants? too loose not? hahaha! k la so crapp.. no wonder we luv crabs! u weaniemeanie. i luv crabs more kayys! muacks :)

yuxuan: wees ure one supa cute mei i have! haha. dat tym we had a rili fun tym at ur hse! ur attic rawks k.. haha. den stiu rmb dat tym drumming u were da ony one carrying da 16" drumm wiv me! haha n we kp combining songs over at our side.. thanks for da tigerbeer towel! lolol-! ure a gr8 alto sl! i tynk everyone luv you to bits alrights! :) and ur bro! hahah.. remember our song? lols. wo wen.. ni xuan.. ta fei.. da riee.. wo men.. dou ai.. **! i shant name dat persn. hahah! n u write supa nice posties! everytym do tyngs so nicely.. u rawk to bits! u aso lyk zf dlat.. innocent innocent de! so sry kays.. we've polluted u.. haha! muacks :)

sherry: pink! haha. DA YAN JING! and not only that yanjing.. stiu got THAT yanjing.. yknwyknw? hahah! and ur "jiawenn buay song wo..!!" haha! that brought us all da laughter we needed! tell u arh.. im not buaysong of u lahs! hahaz.. u supa funny larhhs. u're lyk da kaixinguo of us sistas! and ur song of "do ur ***** hang low.. do they wobble to and fro..!" haha! supa funny. no wonder u're da bimbo! haha.. i can never get enuff of ur funny n crappy n bimbotic ideas..! n dat burping thing.. so funny! haha. and da hate-notes thing.. lol! yay we r anti-*******! hahahs funny gerger..! i luv u and ur funny ideas lotts! muacks :)

rhoda: heys! lazee pink pigg! haha my one and only fellow sec2 sop1! thanks for letting me feel not as siannded drng sectionals! but now u're sl.. n u will be so farr frm mee! boo. nvm.. at least we'll stiu be tgt drng combines yeah? haha. u and sherry.. i tynk it's u two dat makes so so bimbotic! haha.. but ldat den fun mahhs! i tynk ure da most knowledgable one among us lahhs.. everytym got lotsa life-advices to share wiv us! haha. not having you arnd wont be as "highhh" yknw! haha. n ure a v sweet person! ur eyes hor.. can fang dian de! so guys beware.. hahahs! stiu say u r bobo.. haiyo.. muacks :)



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Friday, July 01, 2005

( tjc @ 10:17 PM )

hello! im blogging! yay.

ohyess. i got into tj! dada aso got in.. went for da interview.. specially for dhs students.. finally i knw da worth of dhs le! haha. cuz we having jogathon on the 9th mahs. which so happens to be on da testday. so tj jus let us go for da interview lors.. yupps. haha. da female teacher said dat da test shdnt be a prob for us dhs students or sth ldat. so biased hors. hahahs.. but im glad we dont need to take da test though! haha. but actly we need to take a GAT test, only that this is just for them to gage us and it's foc! haha.

at ferz i thot it was only interview lors.. den i was mentally prepared for dat lers. den when we reached dere den dey tell us stiu needa write essay! boo. i wasnt v prepared for dat canns! but it turned out alrights lahs. i did da question on "one person hu inspires me" n i wrote about my grandma.. haha. :) den went out to wait for my turn to be interviewed!

i was a little nervous while waiting ba. cuz sum ppl came out n told us bout da interview.. yeah lors. den cf came out too.. she got in too! haha.. we everytym same de lors.. get almost da same psle score, get into dhs, n get into tj! woo we rawk. hahaz! den zuoqi and i were called for da interview. den got 2 doors. zuoqi took da ferz door n i took da 2nd. BOO. n i kena-ed da principal!! wasianns! lols. acty stiu got other 2 doors at the other side. sho stupid i zunzun got da principal! haha. but nvm la.. cuz i lyk da principal! shes supa nice. :) i luved her long ago liao actly. haha! den dey started interviewing me lors.. it was okayy lahs.

dere was one question posted by the teacher,

"dyou lyk chocolates?"

"*wide-eyed*... *breaks into an idiotic smile* yess..?"

"oh so it's dat y ur email is sweetchoco?"

"(hahah?) haha yes probably.. more or less..!"

LOL! i almost died when i heard dat question la! i was tynking.. wa issit sum cheam cheam question lyk.. what aspect of life can u relate to chocos? yknw, that kind of question. haha! so dumbb. =D

haha den i also said sth bout my bro. told em hes in da choir.. n dey asked his name! den i say shaowei lors.. whaha! yay i sabo-ed him. da principal even wrote his name dwn kayys. whahas! x)

den dey gave me dis paper.. on it got all da LEP stuffs. den dey gave me da form of acceptance! or what u call it lahs. haha.. den went out, but i left my LEP form inside. haha but nvm larhs. it's ony sum info of lep. yupps haha.

haiis. i lyk tj loads.. dunno whys. probably cuz of my bro dat i developed a liking for tjc? but at da same tyme i dowanna leave dhs.. and a bigg part of it belongs to choir.. if i go i'll definitely miss da sistas and da snrs loads. i mean alot. haiis.

but fri's choir prac was a rather emotional one for me? but i dint really show it larhs... jus sum tyngs gng thru my mind lors.. bout my stand in choir.. teared a little but was okay after dat le lahs. haiis. i dunno if i still can face myself about dhschoir, but i knw if i leave dhschoir, i will be real sad larhs.. i don't know. im gonna miss da dhschoirfamm loads. all da happy tyms we had fooling arnd tgt. da snrs gng crazee wiv us.. and da sistas.. our bimbotic times! i'm gonna miss it alot la.. zhuofei, may, yuxuan, sherry, rhoda.. =X

owells. i guess i am definitely rejecting dhp. cuz i wud rather stay in mainstream even if i stay in dhs.. i just dont have much confidence for dhp.. yet. yars.. but i wanna go tj cuz i tynk it wud develop me as a person betta.. in terms of studies, character and all. but at da same time i really dont want to leave dhschoir.

i don't knw.

wanna tell da yx zf n sherr.. as it is in da sistas blog dat maymay has blogged.. if we ever leave, yall dont be sad kayys.. one thing yall must rmb is all the fun times we had tgt.. singing choirsongs tgt.. fooling arnd bimbotically.. it will remain in my memories for a long time im sure.. yall will be a biggbigg part of my memories.. will never forget yall.. hope we can remain as the happysistas of da dhschoirfamm forever ks.. if i leave i knw i will miss u all a lot de.. rili..

i dont knw what i should really do. i just hope the decision i make will be the best for me and i hope i can be happy wiv it..

i luv yall.. =\



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